Because
this is my first life
I am
So clumsy for taking the wrong paths
So guilty of the sins I have committed
So incapable of solving my own puzzles
So innocent to be foolish
So insecure of judgements
So Lost in Translation
So mean to have hurt people
So naive to be happy for the things I shouldn’t
So prone to making mistakes
So reckless of making the wrong decisions
So traumatized of tragedies
So vulnerable of heartbreaks
But because this is also my one and only life,
I’ll make sure that I live the best of everyday.
I won’t hold myself back from my dreams
I’ll keep cruising on the waves that’ll only harsher
everytime
And I promise to love myself more with each passing
day.
What I
try to explain through these words is that you will never get everything the
way you want them to be. Sometimes you gotta let your ego away and take your
second or even tenth choice. But that is not the point. Becuase in some point
in your life. You will be greatful that you first choice was not the thing that
became reality.
Don’t
worry, because you have your god who listens to your prayers. Who understands
your sadness more than anyone else. Who knows how much you have put your effort
into making your life and the life of the people around you better. And that is
what keeps you alive and well all this time.
Hang in there, be patient ... it may be hard but but it
will get easier somehow, someway, someday ...
